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This looks cool! 🙂 (this ant btw)
Delete it all
Also happy new year.
Happy New Year! I’ve been told that you like certain queen now more than me. You cheeky little monster.
OH NO
SHE DIDNT LIE
HAHAHAHA
I do tho
But only because she my mum now and she gave me pringles on the last day of school without telling me she was gonna get them
I lost my mind
She has fed me
And im not a monster
I’m just me
Shes helped me so much throughout 2024
Honestly
I feel like I matter
And I dont always apologise
And I now understand that showing emotions isn’t a bad thing
All thanks to her
And she helped me through the thing that happened in the summer
But I still like you
I like her more
I somehow figured out that I always have
I’m glad then, that you have everything you need. And you’re better now. That’s exactly what I wanted for you.
It makes sense for me to like her more
Right?
She knows my humor
And she somehow manages to do reverse psychology on me
It’s so dumb but funny
And she helps
And she’s nice
Don’t be made at me
I also tease that exact certain someone that told you I liked her more
I tease her every chance I get
I’m not mad, I’m glad. At least is a worry that I can let go now.
Yeah
But then that worry is gonna come right back when I leave that school lol
LOL I’m pretty sure of it hahaha
I dont have her anymore
Welp
Rip i guess
It was good while it lasted
What? who? who have you lost?
No I’m talking about her that after I leave I technically don’t have her anymore
But like I’ve lost a dog over the holidays and an uncle I didn’t even know or probably remember but like I was at the funeral for two seconds until the children let the aggressive pitbull out that I had to deal with
Sorry for your loss, I did lose an uncle too this holidays, in this case, a dear one. Died due to an olive, which makes it even worse…
Olive?
The food olive?
The uncle on my side died
Had no clue who he was
There’s so many of them
And the dog was one of the best ones
But yea
Also my uncle forced me to take care of the cows with shorts and a shirt on in the snow with only a stick to protect myself in case of wolves lol
Me and my cousins fought
I got bit by a dog but not hard so it was chill
A goat hit my back
I also had a kinda longer lasting crisis that nearly made me make a random decision to not have friends
Lol
Yes, food olive. Got stuck in his throat. Eating a salad resulted on not so healthy consequences, I guess.
And don’t push your friends away, they care for you.
My uncle had surgery
My uncle died
It’s alot of uncle stuff last year
And im so sorry that is the most horrific way to die
I tried not to
Since the holidays began my brain started a long crisis
That ended a few days ago
I had to mute chats on WhatsApp
Because I wanted to just stop being friends with everyone
But I pulled through I guess just by being out in the cold
And being by myself with the cats and the dogs
By I tried not to I meant
I tried not to push my friends away
Thank you for trying so hard everyday
If that makes you feel any better
In response to that
I am
Thank you for teaching me how to even try
Well done! You’re awesome!
Have you seen arcane
I did start watching it with my father… but you can imagine how that ended. So I could never pull myself to try to keep watching it on my own.
Well
I watch s1 and s2
And cried my ever living eyes out
I dont know why
Just every single moment made me cry
I love vander with all my heart
And silco
They are everything to me
Ekko aswell
I didnt finish arcane
Arcane finished me
And it was my awakening
And im not even mad
Not sure now I want to watch it either way. With the memories involved and that everyone tells me I’m going to cry, I might just pass and go some funny cartoons instead, lol.
Let’s not depress ourselves.
Like one student said once: “depression club is no fun”
Who said that?
I dont remember that
There’s no art club anymore
Nobody cares
Everyone’s moved on
anyways the amounts of times I’ve watched arcane and the amounts of times I’ve screamed and cried
Oh my god
It’s crazy
It’s also pig queen’s birthday this month
I dont know when
But its fine
IT WAS TODAY
IM SO SMART
Guess who’s still awake
MEEEEEEEE
AAAAAA, you need to sleep. And I had no idea she had her bday in January.
I didnt sleep
Mwahahaha
Still not gonna sleep
Please, don’t do this to yourself…
It’s fine
I’m fine
Its allll good
I just have problems with sleep now
I always have but like its chill
Hey umm
So I am going to have another crisis
It might be more than the first one I spoke of
But its chill
I’m gonna handle it
On my own this time
I’m just wondering who to trust with anything anymore
I’m sorry you feel like this, are you sure you don’t want to reach for some extra support? You know a few adults around you that could get you the help you need. You’re not alone.
You are definitely alone.
There is people around you that care.
I’m fine
I apologised to pig queen cause I’m genuinely sad
And she had to reassure me
I ignored her for 2 days
This is the most devastating crisis I’ve ever had
I’ve cried so many times lol
I was mad at my emotions and I couldn’t stop and pig queen somehow fit right in because she made my annoyed
So I became mad at her instead
And I didnt mean to and I felt so bad
It happens sometimes, I don’t think she would take this personally.
I told her I felt bad
And she pat my head and said its OK to feel things
She spent 30 minutes talking to me
And I just stood there
Why is she nice to me
I was mad
I was so angry
I’ve backed down and not told her much
I’m tired
I’ve burnt myself out so bad
I have been working alot
And I may have broken a promise or two
I can’t always keep them
I’m sorry