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    1. What? Chill! I’m absolutely chill! Really chill. Completely chill. Now you too.
      I’m not mad.
      You’re not stupid.
      Stop apologizing or I’ll start apologizing too!

  1. My mum has insane anger issues
    She told me to look for something and I saw that there was 2 and I asked which one and she
    Yelled at the top of her lungs
    And called me an idiot and stupid and a cow and I was just there like ._.
    And now she’s asking for help

    1. I am so sorry I made you apologize again, I am so sorry I made you feel like this, I am so sorry… please don’t be mad at me.

      How does it feel? Now chill.

      And is your mom ok? All that sounds… wild.

  2. It is wild I guess but I’m used to it
    But its OK
    I mean I apologise alot but it’s nothing I can change and it’s nothing I want to change but maybe I can try and stop apologising for literally everything
    You didn’t make me feel like that
    I just do things to myself

    1. It’s ok to apologize… when it’s appropriate, not for absolutely everything. You don’t need to change but just tone it down a bit.
      Feels odd to be here all cool and chill and then you suddenly start apologizing and asking me to not be mad completely out of the blue. I guess you’re too used to your family being constantly angry?

  3. I mean yeah I do have a family that isn’t really happy
    They yell all the time
    So I either apologise for the younger cousins or apologise to the ones I apparently made angry

    1. Probably there are some games out there that might be less stressful for you. But defintely… don’t play monopoly with your family, that game breaks families.

  4. I played monopoly in primary and destroyed a table
    And uno
    But still I hate it
    I’ve played almost all games on old gaming consoles

  5. I drew scar from the lion King
    It’s so bad
    Nahhhh I spent 1 hour figuring him out on a separate piece of paper
    It’s so bad it’s alright but it’s terrible

    1. I don’t hit children, for what kind of person do you take me?
      When I want a kid to pay for their sins… I might just squish their cheeks like an old aunt. That surely teaches a lesson. Lol.
      Which might happen to you soon when you show me that drawing and tell me “it’s soo bad” and I say “no”.

  6. You squeezing people’s cheeks doesn’t teach them anything
    It just reminds me of home
    But you don’t squeeze them properly and it makes me sad

    1. Let me have my own squeezing style. I’ll call it “the milder”. Because I am not going to do it like my grandma used to. That woman did not distinguish between a nice squeeze/pat and a WWE match. She was not for softies.

    1. I definitely don’t need a gift! I told my husband to give me a kinder surprise for my birthday! And we are sticking to that, for real. I have everything I need.

    1. So I am cool like a cucumber. I only need a drawing to put in my new board! Although I already have one from you, I don’t mind updating it!

  7. Cool like a cucumber?
    Wot?
    You have thousands of drawings from me and letter
    And I will give you one and another present
    PRESENT I WANNA GIVE YOU SOMETHING

  8. I dont spend money I have I spend my parents money
    Plus I’m lying to them and I need to get you something
    But since you don’t need it I guess you will have it
    Hahahaha got you there

    1. Hopes for you not spending money on me.
      “But since you don’t need it…” Me raising my hopes. “I guess” Hopes skyrocket! “you will have it” Hopes crashing down.
      Bye bye hopes.

  9. Well I guess you don’t need anything then.. wouldn’t want you to get guilty or something of me buying you something…
    But that doesn’t mean I won’t get you anything
    HAHAHAHAHAHA GOT YOU AGAIIIN

    1. I’m sorry to hear that. Unfortunately life is not forever. so let’s make sure you make the most of it and spend good quality time with the people you choose before that time runs out.
      We’ll be back soon.

  10. Hm
    I feel bad
    I wasn’t there to visit her sometimes and I barely spoke because I was shy but she gave me things
    She was a grandma to me
    More than my actual one

  11. My dream
    I was running towards someone, and I ran into a dark, deep hospital, and I saw someone covering someone else
    And a silhouette stood there and smiled, but the smile was white, and I couldn’t see anything but them
    And they waved

    1. Does sound like… they left in peace and said goodbye to you. You did your best to see them and enjoy your time with them. That’s what matters at the end. I am so sorry for your loss.

  12. Whenever I sing it scares people because I can change my voice and i sound different and it’s a hidden talent of mine but I’m afraid to show it
    Sad

  13. What do you mean?
    I’m apologising for being upset
    And im apologising for being angry
    And im just disappointed at how I am
    But what do you mean?
    I’m apologising
    Sorry for confusing you

    1. I am not confused, I just don’t see the reason for your apologies. Because it is ok to be upset sometimes, it’s ok to be a little angry, and I am not upset or angry at you? I am absolutely alright with it!
      Of course I would love for you to be always happy, but that is impossible, no one is constantly happy.
      Sometimes you’ll be sad, upset or angry, and I’ll be glad to be there and try to help you back to be happy and calm again.
      As much as I can, of course.

  14. I want to do more for you tho
    Your not angry?
    And during Spanish I almost slept because of my emotions making me tired at that moment…
    I can’t believe I did that
    What is wrong with me
    Why can’t I get good grades
    35/45
    That’s stupid I hate it

    1. I won’t be angry or upset if you stop drawing, it is your decision no matter what. I just think is a good time for you to stop chewing your head off thinking on: “study, learn, learn, learn, study, grades, learn, perfection, learn, study, learn, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.”
      I see it as a break because it works for me (and lots of people, art therapy is a whole thing), but maybe it does not work for you and you need to find different ways to disconnect? I’ll always happily support decisions you take about your own life. As long as they are not self destructive, of course.

  15. I’m sorry
    I feel sick I’m in my bed and I will take a break until tomorrow because I have to start with
    Maths homework
    Business homework
    And science revision

  16. High temp
    I feel like I have a high temp
    My throat feels like it has saliva but it doesn’t
    I have a headache whenever I stand
    I feel tired
    But I’m not longer shivering
    I’m definitely sick or something
    But that’s OK
    I can do things still

  17. Hehe
    I’m still writing
    UGH
    every single time my nose unblock I start to sneeze
    NOOOOO
    am I sick because I didn’t rest?
    Or am I sick because of the coat?
    Or am I sick because I was stressed?

  18. HEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEEEEE
    don’t make me laugh I will cough my lungs out pleeeeeaaaaasssseeee
    But still funny
    But yes I’m drawing on lined paper
    Hehehehe what are you gonna do about it? On Monday?
    Who knows if I will be there
    HEHEHEHEHE

    1. I’m going to cry myself to sleep now. Drawing on lined paper…
      Robbing others? Meh, kinda bad.
      Killing? Well… not too good but still.
      Drawing on lined paper?? WHAT KIND OF MONSTER ARE YOU?
      AAAAAAAAAAaaaaAAaAaaaaAaaaaaaaaAaaaaaaa

  19. Proud of me for what?
    I slept until now what are you talking about
    That was enough
    I literally feel like I died

    1. Then keep resting for god’s sake. Stop overdoing!
      You know about when I could be leaving as much as I do.
      Pretty sure I am really transparent about that. And I will always be.

  20. I cannot stop coughing cause of my damn saliva stuck at the bottom of my throat
    Every 2 minutes I have to cough
    But I’m better today yay
    IM NOT OVERDOING ANYTHING
    IM NOT EVEN DOING ANYTHING
    ONLY 2 PAGES
    I know that you would leave but he thing is
    I dont want you to

    1. I’m glad to hear you’re doing better today. And glad that you’re not overdoing it. And think that you neither are going to be there forever. You have only one year and less than half left before departure. And time… flies.

  21. Why do I find it difficult to emphasise with other people’s emotions?
    I dont know how to phrase it
    Do you know what I mean?

    1. Not everyone has such a high empathy, I don’t mean it in a bad way. It makes social situations a little more tricky but that’s all. I know quite a lot of people with really low (next to zero) empathy. And I am very comfortable with them.

  22. Also I constantly feel alone when other people talk to eahother in their languages
    Like a student with a teacher talking in their language
    It feels like I am so lonely
    It’s not fair
    I try to teach others my language but they don’t even try
    I can’t talk to anyone from my country It’s so lonely

    1. Well I hope at least you’re happy when I talk to you in English, the pronunciation of your language seems… quite hard for me, but if some words will help you soothe your loneliness… I’ll happily oblige.

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