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86 thoughts on “Cover”

  1. What is the bigger picture?
    I know I won’t be there forever but I want to BE with my friends or the people I love until we all leave
    You will be here but i will look for you forgetting your not with me in the school

    1. The bigger picture is that, even in 10 years from now on, I will still be right here. And you better don’t ask me for how long did I had this website domain. It’s LONG.

  2. What??
    Ok I didnt even think about asking lol
    But I might go in tomorrow just to go to señor 2 early in the morning without anyone cause I wanna see if I can catch him singing again and so I can sing with him lol

  3. I left school to go on a train to Briton
    But it’s OK that you were nervous
    You don’t need to be overconfident as long as you know what to say and to let the people understand why you deserve this job it will work out
    You deserve to get this new job and leave this job as fast as you can because it really isn’t worth it

    1. Honestly? It has been absolutely worth it to meet all of you, and my workmates. It is just that I really crave to be in a constant art environment.

  4. I understand
    But this school we are in is not worth it and you know it
    I am not worth meeting
    I am just a person, I have nothing to love about I am just here

    1. It is not for you to decide if others are glad to meet you. You can only accept it!
      And I am an extremely knowledgeable human being and I say you’re worth, and you cannot rebate me.
      Because I am smart and always right.

  5. Your always right?
    That’s a strange way to think
    I am smart aswell
    But I just can’t understand why people stay around me, its something I’m not used to
    I dont understand why teachers and students talk so highly about me
    I never understood to begin with

    1. Because you’re cool and caring and fun and bright.
      Now stop talking badly about yourself. I am not letting anyone talk bad about you, not even you!

  6. I couldn’t care less if anyone spoke bad about me
    I just speak bad about myself cause its true
    I can be cool and caring and fun in your eyes
    But in mine
    I am not
    Teachers talk about me but I still don’t know why

  7. You can try and not let me speak about myself in this way but I will always think that way
    Not for any other reasons
    I am just tired of myself

    1. You know? I used to think like that about myself. I hated myself. I found nothing good or graceful. I thought I was unlovable, and life and people surrounding me did make sure to prove it right.
      But things are not black or white.
      There will always someone out there who will think you’re amazing just the way you are.
      I kicked most of the people who made me feel unlovable out of my life. Could not kick everyone, unfortunately, but made sure to cut short contact with the ones I still had to keep.
      Now I am surrounded by people who actually think I am worth and lovable, who care for me, and I cannot do anything but to shut up, because I love them too, and don’t want to disappoint them, so I guess I will have to “pretend it ’til I make it”.
      Which means something like… I will try my best to live up to their expectations instead of spending my life thinking on how awful I think I are. It’s such an effort to spend that much of time just hating myself, it’s tiresome, and prevents me from being there for the people I want to connect with and take care of. So I slowly stopped being that person.
      Was not a day to night thing, took time.
      I don’t think that much on how much I dislike myself, I don’t have time for that.
      I rather spend that time in trying to be the person they think I am.
      Maybe one day, I will be able to make them correct in their assumptions.

  8. I hate pretending I would rather tell it straight
    My view is black and white and I cannot change it in any way
    I know you
    You are everything to me I will protect you with all I have
    I am willing to even hurt myself for others because I just don’t care
    I feel like people surround me because of pity
    I feel like people aren’t true enough
    WHAT AM I SAYING
    THIS IS STUPID
    SHAMEFUL
    IGNORE IT

    1. I do not pity you. To be honest, I actually don’t like pity. I hate when people look at me with pity, big yikes. And do not hurt yourself. Protect yourself too. No one around you would be happy to see you hurting.

  9. I would be happy to see them happy snd ok
    That’s why I’m around people alot because I feel like I have no purpose until I make a person laugh
    When others are happy
    I am happy
    That’s the only way for me to be happy

  10. I dont mean to be annoying or rude but that’s how it is
    I try not to but then I get horribly like angry with myself because I feel useless

    1. I’m about to go to bed… but stop the hate.
      Specially towards yourself.
      You wanna hate something, I dunno, hate politicians, they tend to be a mess anyway.

  11. WHAT IS THE JIGGLE JIGGLE SKIN?!?
    ‘Small pause’
    Glizzyyyyy

    I know that whatever I just said made no sense but I felt like doing that lol

  12. I really can eat for a long time and not get full wow ok lol
    I walked into a res in hopes of just getting one thing
    I ate 4 massive bowls and extras and even my dads bowl
    So make that 5

  13. Whenever I eat food and I absolutely love it I don’t start talking about it or do a happy dance while eating
    My eyes start to sparkle and I just start speed eating
    It so fast that my parents say I’m a vacuum cleaner

  14. I guess
    I mean my family do eat with our hands
    So me eating with my hands at a restaurant might be a bit strange aswell
    But on top of that I have fast eating

  15. I don’t remember the song that was on the steel drums when I played it in primary, I’m sad for the dumbest reasons
    I’m sad about not remembering a song on the steel drums that I played. i dont know if it was the schools own song or an actual song. That’s the problem. So sad, but even when I was younger, I didn’t know the songs name

  16. Also uhh
    I lost so much motivation, and I can’t concentrate
    I only did 6 q-cards, and they are tiny
    AND I HAVE A SCIENCE TEST TOMORROW
    I MIGHT HAVE TO PULL AN ALL-NIGHTER

  17. No
    I hear some of the kids talking bad about him
    And I wanna turn around and start yelling
    Because he is just so funny and he is worth staying with

  18. But like I don’t know why I talk about him and señor 1 so much
    I dont know why I doubt they even care about me
    Why would I care about them?
    They never cared

  19. SEÑOR 1
    NEVER CARED
    ABOUT ANYONE IT ALWAYS FELT THAT WAY
    BUT ALL OF A SUDDEN WHEN HE LEFT AND I WAS IN TEARS AND HE TOLD ME TO GO WITH HIM SOMEWHERE
    I DIDNT GO
    WHY? YOU MAY ASK
    Because all I felt was rage
    All he did was almost like ignore me
    I know he was stressed but even I was questioning if I should even go to him during the times I went to him
    I would go to the second floor thinking
    Nah its not worth it
    Hes not gonna care
    I dont care at all anymore
    I dont care if he visits
    I am never speaking to him ever
    He can visit
    I dont care

  20. But it’s ridiculous how, on his last day, he suddenly wanted to talk more to me
    I just-
    IT’S SO STUPID
    I hated that day the most
    I hated him so much
    I’ve grown to not care anymore
    I’m tired of it

  21. I’m tired
    The way we ran around the whole school trying to look for him on the last day
    Only to find out he was already gone
    And when we went back out because we wanted to show him our certificates and to give him something
    His bike wasn’t there
    He was gone
    I never felt such anger and hatred I never felt that way in my life I can’t even explain

    1. Do not apologize. I am glad at least you have a place to vent. We all need one.
      Just know that we have to keep a distance.
      Hopefully you stick around here long enough so one day I can tell you everything.
      Though I think the best for you is to create all these adorable bonds with people equal to you, that do not need to keep a distance, and that are way safer for your development.

  22. BUT SEÑOR ALREADY LEFT
    THE LAST DAY WAS HORRIBLE
    I hate him
    I dont care if he visits
    He can visit I dont care
    I won’t even talk
    I hate him for leaving
    I dont care about his reasoning
    I dont even know if he cared when he was in this school
    I dont care anymore
    He left
    And this school has gotten so much worse
    I want to leave
    I hate this

  23. I’m sorry
    I just-
    Feel that way
    I feel like he hated me or just didn’t like me
    And I just am with so much rage that he left
    That I can’t control

  24. Señor 2
    Showed señor the drawing and señor sent señor 2 a drawing that he has with him
    It was one of mine
    I almost burst into tears

  25. For talking about señor so much
    And im sorry for being mean half of the time
    And im sorry for myself entirely
    My personality is not perfect

    1. Stop apologizing, you’re fine the way you are! It is ok to vent every now and then!
      And as far as I’m concerned, you have never been mean to me.
      Not even once.

  26. Yea but
    I just talk about señòr so much
    Isn’t that annoying?
    I feel like I’m always rude even when I open my mouth to say something smart or nice
    I just feel bad for alot of people that deal with me

    1. You’re not rude.
      You’re not annoying. Everyone deals with their emotions their own way.
      And you do not need to feel bad for anyone, since as far as I know, everyone enjoys your company.

  27. Talking about crying have you seen the anime movie suzume?
    You don’t even wanna know how much I burst into tears only because of a cat

  28. Yk how beatriz told you how I’m sick
    My business studies teacher gave a me negative for insufficient work
    WHEN IM SICK AND NOT EVEN THERE

    1. Sorry, not logged today, but holy Molly. Speak to a principal assistant or ask your sister to call school to complain. It does not make sense.

  29. Mrs this is stupid
    HOW WOULD THEY GIVE ME INSUFFICIENT CLASSWORJ WHEN
    1) I WASNT IN
    2) I COULD BARELY GET UP YESTERDAY WITHOUT ALMOST FAINTING OF VOMITING
    3) SHE DIDNT SEND IT TO ME TO EVEN DO WHEN I FELT BETTER AT ALL

  30. NOT ONLY THAT BUT SHE DOES THAT TO EVERYONE THAT MISSES 1 LESSON OF HERS BECAUSE SHES SO STUBBORN AND A HOT-HEAD THAT SHE DOESNT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT IT
    MY GOD TODAY IS GONNA BE FUN

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